had a gd day today.
if you don't count the times im being slapped by my friends for cutting myself tt is.
yupyupx.
and it was seriously painful ok?
and i was just laughing bout jiali when i was looking through her archives in serch of SOMETHING.
and indeed,
i was yowling like a wolf in the bathroom.
haix.
damn painful can?
ouch.
i swear never to cut my hand again.
never.
even if you plead for me to cut.
never never.
urgh.
and i got slapped by jiali multiple times on my arm.
mabel also gt bah.
and suprisingly lynn also slapped me.
my face.
shit.
pain.
buden i know i'm in the wrong so i couldn't possibly scold her back der..
so..
just suffer in silence then.
rmb to pass up pdr form!
urgh.
somebody please remind me to pass up every fri can?
i keep forgetting then kena scolding by cher leh.
stupid.
and i got 69 effing marks for chin.
i cn kill myself man.
pls.
really.
somebody get a knife and stab me.
me,angelin,who only scores well in chin,got such miserably low marks for tt.
stupid stupid.
i can totally die off by now.
and my knuckles seriously hurt also.
was punching the wall.
pls.
keep aidil away fr this post.
he'll kill me if he knows bout this,
he's even shortening my com time cos it will HURT MY EYES.
urgh.
so plspls keep this away fr him.
and i am late today and had the pleasure of having a morning run iin sch.
short run.
nt fun alr.
but the penalty of being late was to cut off my precious nails.
su zhen gt medicure and the stupid new om2 and dmistress excused her.
i should hav told the cher tt i gt medicure also.
cos unless im late again tmr,
they wun gt to check my nails.
shitty lar.
sob sob.
my nailss.....
ok.
dun crap alr.


went bugis wif lynn today.
saw 2 jvsians who i seriously dun recognise.
but one of them waved to me.
and i stupidly waved back.
hmm.
*recalling*
still cnt rmb.
wtv.
then took train to bugis.
walked abit.
then go take neos.
pretty pretty neos.
with the machine i used last time wif min.
and we took twice.
it was nice..
next time i scan the pics in..
kae lars.
have to go ler.
dun wana make aidil angry..
kkaes.
nitenites.
byeeee.xxxx.
my guitar lessons confirmed ler.
going to go attend soon before tt fickle minded daddy change his mind again.
heex.
byebye!


you worry about me and that makes me happy.
and im nt gonna do anything tt makes you upset again..
lurve you dearie..


sorry guys..
i told you people tt i'll be strong now.
and i swear i will.
i will nt cry.
i will nt cut myself.
i'll not punch the wall or any other thing.
i'll exchange roles with jammy,
i'll be the strongest one in turn.
you might not be the emo ange i had once been.
but i'll not make you sacrifice and be the strongest one anymore.
i swear i'll take your place.
for as long as it can takes..
lurve you guys...

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