i have my terms and conditions okay?
you do not take advantage of my weaknesses.
i know that i do not know how to reject people and that is how we started.
and yes,
i shouldn't complain since i've already accepted you and i know that i shouldn't pick your faults.
but when jiali asked me to state 5 good things that aidil did as my stead.
i'm speechless.
she asked for at least one.
again i'm speechless.
i tried to think about stuff which a normal stead would do.
i thought of them but aidil did none.
i agree that guys shouldn't always be the one waiting for a girl.
but the wait is less than an hour.
if you ask a girl to wait for you,said you'll meet her at let's say, 5pm,and at 5pm you message her that you'll be meeting her at 5.30 instead, and she has to wait longer.and when it is 5.40 you call for her to go meet you at the bustop immediately and she went but you make her wait for you for 5 more minutes when she's at the bustop,then you stayed behind some pillar away from her view like some stalker and your friends went to talk to her before you talk to her and you get angry after that because your girlfriend brought her friend along when she said she wanted to see you and you yourself also brought your friends along and you expect her to take the initiative to go to you first.
do you have any reason to get angry at the girl?
probably no.
it should be the girl being angry and what did i do,
i did not get angry that you're angry.
i only get angry when you're being unreasonable.
you said you wanted to see me too,
but you brought your friends along.
and it's my fault now for bringing my friend along.
and it's not like i brought my whole group of friends.
you complain that you don't like my friends.
and you expect me to sacrifice my friends for you?
never.
i told you once and again,
I WOULD NEVER SACRIFICE MY FRIENDS FOR A GUY.
in this case,
that guy is you.
and you said you would understand.
and what did you do?
you forgot all about it already.
i hate empty promises mister.
and you should have seen my friend's face just now and i also told you that she's angry.
do you expect me to go over to you at that point of time and leave her there to be angrier at me for leaving her.
and you wait for me with your friends.
and did i?
never.
and you expect me to wait alone for you.
what kind of logic is that?
is that your own theory?
leslie once said that if you make your own theory,
it would be correct.
but i just found out something.
you make your own theory,
you think it's correct.
people might not think the same way as you.
and don't expect me to wait for you again.
i would not.
but this promise to myself will fade away in no time.
i love you.
you know i do.
you love me,
you always say it and i know you mean it.
but,
this is not the kind of attitude i want from my stead.
just remember,
do not take advantage of my kindness.
i'll not emphasize on anyword in this post.
every word means something.
you don't want to read it.
never mind.
i'm sure basirah or somebody else will tell you to read it or something like that.
jiali told me this,concerning the rumours i heard about you.
i'm not saying that i believed those rumours or what.
i'm just stating.
jiali: " if B is two-timing A,and A finds out and break up with B,then C gets B.but that doesn't mean B will remain faithful to C because the cycle will still continue and B will find another D and two-time C and it goes on.if a guy is used to having 2 bowls of rice,he will forever be used to 2 bowls of rice".
i agree to jiali.
if a guy is used to 2 bowls of rice,he'll be used to 2 bowls of rice forever.
but i have to put in some extra words.
'if a guy is used to having 2 bowls of rice, he'll be used to 2 bowls of rice forever until somebody tries to tell him that it's not good to eat too much.'
but it's only if he listens and sticks to it.
whatever.
are we over?
i don't understand the messages he sent me.
i'm not throwing unreasonable tantrums.
i'm being very reasonable here.
and listen,
i put in good words when my friend kept cursing you.
and it's not like it's my fault that you actually dislike them so much.
you,you live your life and i live my life from today onwards yar?
and jiali stated that if i ever broke up with you again she'll not allow me to patch with you ever.
and she'll stick with that.
she's a dignified girl alrights?
don't blame me for doing this.
reflect upon yourself and see whose fault is it.