jiali birthday celebration!
waha.
it was okay..
but abit boring cos everybody have to go home early.
haix.
we went to catch 2pm movie at cine.
watched nanny mcphee.
was a great show.
only it was quite embarassing during a part of the show when mrs quickly went to break the mother's rattle,and i was too worked up..
the whole cinema was quiet and i said 'freaking bitch!'.
like er..
hahar.
i thought i said it softly but when i heard people behind going..
'err..HAHAHA'.
so..it wasn't as soft as i thought.
hahar.
les didn't believe that it was me.
lols.
went to take neos.
it was okay.
go jiali's blog to see one of the neos.
went to eat long john silver.
then jiali,suse and qing went home.
then rose,les,eil,claus and me went to heeren.
walked about two levels like that then rose and les wanted to go home.
eil wanted claus to accompany her,
then she want to follow rose and les go home.
so they all went and left me alone.
50 mins of waiting alone and nobody bothered to call or sms me to check out whether i'm alright after they left.
and i walked around the whole shopping mall for up to a thousand times already.
the only thing that made me abit happier is when i saw weepin and he looked shocked but nonetheless smiled and said hi and bye.
hahar.
only good thing.
smsed each other after that.
asked jiali to call me.
talked awhile.
then mum came.
went to kbox.
was sulky until i started singing.
and my mood lifted after that.
mum and dad kept praising me.
kept asking me to go take part in singing competitions all that.
but i always thought i'm not very good at singing cos i cannot sing notes that are too high.
so that's a consideration and second,
i cannot use fake voice.
fake voice as in when you cannot sing the note already you'll use another kind of voice.
it's good that you cannot use fake voice,
as it is not allowed in competitions,
but that also means you totally cannot sing notes that are too high.
yupyupx.
went home and sleep.
tired.

tiredness engulfed me.
i'm tired.
of thinking about you every minute,
of hoping that you'll come to me any moment from now.
hoping and thinking is hopeless,
now that i know,
that it is impossible.
but,
nothing would stop me from doing that.
thinking and hoping.
everytime.
and be happy when i see you.
ecstatic.
love is the thing which makes life confusing but worth living for..