i still love you alot..
but do you know?
do you know that your words are very hurting yesterday night?
apparently you don't love me already.
i wish i could hate you but i can't.
verbally i hate you.
but internally,could i?
do you know that i cried last night because of the stuff you replied me.
don't think so.
why do you think i didn't reply your last message.
and the fact that you didn't wait for me this morning when i asked you not to really hurt me.
i was hoping you would still come to meet me no matter what..
and you didn't.
i guess it was just wishful thinking on my part.
and i broke my promise to jiali because of you..
wouldn't you appreciate it?
but jiali said that she's not asking for me to be strong to the extent that i couldn't cry..
thank you sayang..
---<3
during flag raising mr kang wants luthfi,nabil and ariq to sit in front.
so no space for peilin and huilin and jiali.
they have to sit behind.
i already not in good mood..
then still nobody to comfort me..
i couldn't possibly suddenly lean backward to hug luthfi and cry could i?
but i don't think i would hug peilin or huilin or jiali if they were behind me anyway so never mind.
and i nearly cried during the flag raising..
i was like gek gek gek.
cannot cry.
then never cry lar.
but then when i in class reading period then also cry lors.
i gek gek gek.
also tears flow out.
freak ass larx.
once one tear drop out then cannot stop already.
then keep crying lar.
then huilin bring me to the toilet.
when going out of class malvin saw my face.
then he say "wah,sia lar,what happen?"
i went to the toilet then see my face.
wahaha.
really very scary lehs.
face white white like that,
then mouth red red.
then eyes red red.
then eyes become bigger some more.
hahar.
scary.
really cry alot nerhs.
then after that my buds made me laugh again..
thanks again sayangs..
---<3---
got very irritated at the secondary ones during empowering today.
mdm azzar scolded percival.
wahaha.
so happy siak.
but then is really his fault marhs.
hai yohx.
still dare say is liang yi they all's fault.
fake only.
yer.
hate that kind of people.
haix.
after percival go then i talk to xuxun cos he ask me what happened to percival.
then standing near the stairs there telling him larx.
then saw alot of people coming down the stairs then go see.
then saw aidil..
then quikly walk to the psl room..
i very scared of him already..
i'm sorry about everything..
haix..


harts you no matter what..
it'll take a long time for me to get over with you..
then we could be friends again if you please..