You people are just so unfair.
You think I want to do this.
I can simply ignore everything if I want to.
But what did I do?
I cared.
Or interfered as you people might say.
I did this because I treat you people as my friends.
And if I don't do this,
I don't know what will happen,
And not only will you get hurt in the end,
I'll be unhappy also.
And it is always my fault now isn't it?
It's my fault for caring for my friend,
It's my fault for interfering,
It's even my fault that I actually know you.
It's my entire fault.
I don't want to believe this,
You kept asking me not to think too much.
You try not thinking too much if you were me.
Maybe you really won't think about it,
I don't even know whether I'm really your friend or not.
Fine,
I'm sorry for being so emotional and dramatic,
So it's my fault again.
I'm pessimistic,
Call me whatever names you want.
It's fine with me.
Make me stop caring for you guys by all means.
Slap me if you must.
Make me hate you.
Make me feel that I could just stab and kill you.
Make me stop treating you as a friend.
Make me stop talking to you.
Make me SICK of you.


It's now my fault is it?
I hate myself.
For caring about all this STUPID stuff.
---<3---
oh well.
i calmed down.
AND I'M HAP HAP HAPPY AGAIN!
MWAHAHA.
er.
hahar.
being lame lame lame.
still in school lars.
now only 4.39pm like that only.
have to stare at the computer until like 6pm.
haix.
but it's still quite okay until now.
at least way better than last year.
and tomorrow we'll have PHOTOSHOP!.
wahaha.
---<3---
ehem.
i say alot of times already.
you want say something.
say it to my face.
you dare to make a nasty comment about me,
make sure you dare to let me know how nasty it is.
grace lim.
this is not the first time i found out that you were saying something bad about me.
uh huh.
but i'm not going to let this make our already sour relationship go even more sour.
nah-uh.
but please,
PLEASE,
do not let other people tell me what you said about me instead of you telling me yourself.
and to let you know about what happened just now,
it's not that i'm acting cute laughing like that.
i laugh like that normally,
i can't laugh any other way.
i'm like that,
don't like it,
get out of my way.
in case you're going to say that i'm flirting with some guy again,
i'll tell you again.
i did not start a conversation with fi and the others first.
they came to talk to me.
i stated that they treat me more like a guy lately,
and there are no flirtatious meanings.
---<3---
i just presented at the front.
wahaha.
damn funny.
nabil crapping around.
forgot what luthfi say then i say 'merlepek siak'.
*opps*
sorry.
too worked up.
wahaha.
later then post again.
byeks.