i suddenly feel like asking,
are mistletoes beautiful?
people always say that if a couple kiss under mistletoes on christmas they will LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
true or fairytale?
strange.
but i've always wanted to see a REAL mistletoe.
er,i think i've tried to eat one of the fake ones in shopping malls when i was still a child.
opps.
sorry about that,
i thought they were edible.
ahahar.
oh whatever,
i still have MORE stuffs to talk about.
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do people who think that they are pretty actually only makes friends with pretty people?
that question just popped out.
hmm.
is it because they think that they don't want to be with people not as good looking as that might make them not look as good as they are?
or is it they hang out with people who are not as good looking because they want themselves to look extraordinarily pretty?
is it a crime to be pretty?
what do people define as pretty?
if being pretty makes guys like you,
even guys who are attached,
and that makes people hate you,
it becomes a crime.
at least i see it as a crime.
but why do people always say that being pretty is not a crime then?
hmm.
i couldn't figure that out.
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why are people easily influenced?
is it because they want to impress their friends?
probably.
or is it because they think that doing things like that would be considered COOL?
just don't get it.
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why do people smell?
this is a scientific question.
because of their sweat glands?
or something else in their body?
chemical?
but anyway,
their smells are driving me crazy.
although i smell sometimes,
after sweating.
but they just smell without specific reasons.
know it's not their fault.
but it's seriously disturbing.
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why do people try to attract attention?
they don't have friends or attention?
why can't people keep their hands to themselves?
and stop touching stuff and people?
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last of all,
why do i always attract the wrong people.
like that freaking pervert,ZULFAKAR.
i mean i'm not sexy or whatever,
i'm not pretty,
that totally no reason for him to like me.
so why does he?
it's irritating.
because he's a pervert.
then it's the new guy,
zheng qiang.
the playboy everybody know.
he's quite good looking and all.
and cheeky,has the qualities of who i would want to be with.
BUT,
he's a PLAYBOY.
freaking PLAYBOY.
i don't actually know him,
knew him when i was taking the time for sec4NA oral.
don't know,
i think i was sort of cute that day,
ahahar.
just joking.
but he said something,"Aidil's FRIEND is our friend."
oh,how's that.
but i'm hardly his friend now.
so get away from me.
gawd,i wonder how i get these people away.
freaks.
i know i shouldn't despise or insult people,
but i'm sorry alrights?
haix.
just a random post.
stupid cuzzie keep disturbing me.
hates him.