To Glenda and JieXin.

hatred is unavoidable.
don't blame people because they hate you.
never do that,for no specific resons.
people treat you well,
you don't pay them back with critiques.
if you do,nobody can be blamed if they hate you.
you have opinions,tell them.
don't compare yourself to them.
i admit being unreasonable and disrespectful to peek into your stuff like that.
but i can't imagine what dark secrets you have hidden,
and that,is curiosity.
the shocking discovery was told to the victim.
your hypocritical attitude hurt the victim,
and,there it is,hatred.
you can't blame anybody,seriouly.
you could have just told them,and that's that.
you don't have to write it anywhere or discuss about it.
you may say anything.
us being lowlife,but if you've never tried this,
nobody would have ever thought of looking there.
you can hate us,you can talk about stuff or rather,facts which are bad about us,
but never,NEVER spread untrue rumours about us.
we can understand it,if you feel hatred towards us.
so be it.
we couldn't care less.
don't care too much either,it won't do you any good.

To Nwe Nwe.
it's okay.
we're not blaming you.
it's not your fault.
we're a team,
there's nobody particularly in any fault.
stop blaming yourself.
you never wanted to fall or drop the baton.
you wanted to win.
we don't blame you.
i've said it time and again,nobody is perfect.
and you're Nwe Nwe.
we don't expect you to be perfect.
crying and biting yourself doesn't help you to win.
we'll try again next year.
and we'll not stress you out.
we have the ability.
only a few blunders made,costed us our medals.
madals meant nothing to us.
the best thing is that we participated and triedour best.
so,CHEER UP!
---<3---
giving up on arai.
you're free now.
---<3---
going to be good girl already.
tired of getting scoldings from teachers.


the end of roller coaster rides.
my life is like walking on flat roads and flat hills.