i'm so very sad.
and like SAD.
i don't know how to explain the sadness i feel.
first thing in the morning,
i had a great laugh with jam,
and we're going down the STUPID stairs laughing away.
and we saw this happy couple,
who the guy happens to be my ex.
and they were also laughing away,
and i said hi,
they both sort of dao me.
i mean,THEY DAO-ED ME.
my heart felt like it was in a refrigerator.
ACK.
the feeling was veryVERY awful.
i could have cried in that instant second.
but i didn't because i don't want to be seen as a jealous bitch.
well,i AM jealous,
but i don't want them to know.
we've already broken up and i have no rights to break them up either.
i'm just veryveryVERY upset.
after school,
saw them again.
i managed to contain ALL the tears in my eye.
fortunately,NONE of them came out,
and i went back to the bustop.
but i'm still freaking upset can.
fffffffffrrrreeeeeaaaaaakkkkkkiiiiiinnnnnnggggggg.
understand.?
anyway,
suse already bought my birthday present and peilin's birthday present.
it's abit too early but she'll be too lazy to buy them when my birthday comes anyway,
so it's okay.
ANYWAY,
something i'm very happy about,
u just searched through my sis's perfumes,
and know what?
I FOUND HIS SMELL!
THE SOAPY SMELL!
I'M SO HAPPY.
it just serves as memory though.
but it's just as good.
Je t'aime..
ALERT.
WEI ZANE'S BIRTHDAY IS ON 06/06/06.
MUST WISH HIM HOR.
taas~
heavenlySHIT.