erms.
the problems are still there..
but..
i'm very thankful for my other darlings..
thanks again,
Shaun and Asrinah.
for being a good listener and giving me advices and comfort.
despite your own stress,you guys actually tried to help me..
thanks alot.
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can i date back to mother's day.
mum's working on that day so we celebrated mother's day on vesak day instead.
dad didn't go,
he was sick.
but he did give mum money to buy what she wanted.
sis,future bro-in-law and me shared a present for mum.
she loved it.(:
but you know,
mother's day,
mother is QUEEN.
she got lots of money,
to make her happy,
she has to make her PRINCESSES happy.
to make them happy,
she has to get what they want.
SO.
that's how i got my stuff.
no reason why i actually bought so much.
er,
i bought a pink NIKE drumbag,
brown BILLABONG pencil case,
navy blue PUMA bottle,
and tops from M industry.
actually gonna buy the M industry's sport shoes also ders.
but already buy so much.
so in the end don't want buy.
i just realised that everything i bought is quite branded.
OH.
spoilt brat.
we ate breeks.
supposed to eat parisse,
but in the end never cos i suggested breeks,
mum they all never eat before,
parisse always eat one,
so eat breeks lor.
only thing mum bought was her friend's birthday present.
i feel so bad.
wakakaas.
buden happy larhs.
hahar.
then er,
sis's stuff was paid by future bro-in-law.
oh yar,
he haven't buy me what he said he would leh.
hai yahs.
forgot.
never mind.
next time then ask from him again.
kkaes.
i think when i got inspiration then i put up poems.
exams gonna be over!
yay!
sayonara!


i tried my best to do what you wanted me to.
but i already told you that i can't.
that is my own set of principles and you can't change it,
just by showing me that sickening face of yours.
if you can't love me for who am i,
then why waste your time trying to change me?
cos there's no point changing,
COS I WON'T.
so,
keep that face to yourself.
stop showing peilin that face also.
you're scaring her,
and irritating her.
not saying me only.
stop it okay.
everything has it's own limits.
and you,
don't cross the line.