All of it is in vain.
I won't listen anymore.
So you don't have to waste your own precious time on me.
You can spend it on some other more meaningful things that are worth being cared for.
You did have your good points of course.
But, you seldom show them nowadays.
That's why I didn't want to list them out.
You do have your good points,
But your recent bad points are like zits,
Popping out and covering your pretty face.
I'm not saying anything,
And I know you can think of a thousand other things to debate against me.
But you don't have to.
I have to say,HuiLin,
That you were once my bestest friend.
But all that is before you changed.
And i have to say this also,
That people are often not who they think they are.
I thought i was nice and loyal,
Good to all my friends and is trustworthy.
Truth is, was I?
NO.
That's the thing.
You too,is not who you think you are,
Who you think you are is who you want to be.
But you are not.
You want to be strong,
So you thought you are strong now,
But fact is,you're not.
Well,
I'm not exactly going against you now.
I just wanted to give you some advices.
Or rather my own philosophies.
You don't have to change yourself to suit others.
You don't have to dress like someone you're not.
You don't have to act like someone you're not.
Unless you're just purely acting.
Acting,as in dramas.
And this is life,
Not drama.
You don't have to act.
You can just be who you are.
Just like if people pick out your faults,
You don't have to change,specially for them.
Because they should love you for who you are.
You know what I'm saying.
I couldn't not be straight forward,
Cos' that's who I am.
You can dislike the fact that I'm this way,
But you cannot try to change me.
I love you guys,
As you guys supposedly love me,
But,
This is going the unhealthy way,
We should break off for a while.
I'm sorry for all that's happening.
I'm sorry for all I've done,
I'm sorry for all the times that I pull you guys along to see my crushes,
I'm sorry for my existence,
I'm sorry for everything.
I'm sorry.
Byes.
The awkwardness would be there,
As long as the hatred is there.