I'm sorry.
But i won't cry.

Went to ECP yesterday for Netball self training.
Supposed to be self training with Adeline larh.
But she was sick & can't come.
So 10 of us had to go alone.
Took more than an hour to get there.
& i was being noisy all the way.
Just to keep the mood up i suppose((:
But just 10 of us.
Most of them were dressed like they were going shopping.
Hahar.
Thank gawd Adeline wasn't there.
She'll kill them on the spot.
x D
Anyways,turned out to be quite fun but boring at the same time cos in the end we were just doing our own stuff.
And me?
Just writing stuff on sand which were incomprehensible.
(:
Picturespicturespictures.
So far only got one from wani.
Didn't know where the others flew off to.x)
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Today,woke up early in the morning,
prepared and went out to meet JARYL,NICKY,HQ & TYTY.
Ate breakfast & stoned at the bustop while TYTY ran off.
Decided to just go JARYL's house so we cabbed down.
Alighted & NICKY realised that his phone had gone missing again.
SIGH.
Dumb man.
How many times must he lose his phone in a month.
x))
Helped JARYL pack his luggage & then we all fell asleep.
After a few hours,woke up,fiddled with my phone.
Fell asleep again.
Then helped JARYL do his name tag thing,
& he had to go JP with his senior to buy some stuff.
NICKY & i then went home first.
Went out to eat.
Then home i am((:
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I didn't want any of this to happen.
I didn't ever think of the consequences.
I didn't think that things could be so serious.
I didn't think that i could break my own promise.
I didn't know that i could be so strong.

Feeling upset isn't all about throwing unnecessary tantrums.
It's the feeling that you have,
making you feel as though the whole world is turning against you.
As long as you make yourself cheer up,be happy,
everything'll be alright.
So what's the point of making yourself so unhappy & then other people unhappy too?
Don't understand anything at all.
I could understand how you felt.
Isn't a nice feeling to have somebody cheating on you.
But hello,this is all my fault ler.
Love don't come about easily.
Especially not such a long term one.
Accept one's mistakes and stop raking it up once it's already over.
What's the use man?
So redundant?
What could it do?
Let you win the quarrel and then open up another gigantic hole between you & the other?
POINTLESS LARH.
Think about it larh girl.
I'm not blaming you or anything.
You have the right to scold me,be angry at me,
whatever.
I just wanted to tell you how i felt.
That's all.

Maturity is what's lacking.
You have no basic mutual respect at all for the other party.
Blaming is not the problem.
Is who you should blame.
Since an apology was presented.
Why couldn't you accept and then live with it?
It was the thought that counted wasn't it?
Or is it to you,just 5 simple useless alphabets formed together to become a word?
USELESS?
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I can be upset,yes.
But i will be strong.
So people don't worry(:
I won't cry((:
But i have to run more,
i'll be able to get away with the problems that way then.
: D
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I LOVE MOJOJOJO!!
& i can't wait to hug everyone of them,
i can't wait to see them((:


It was all those words,
ACZL.


That caused my knees to jellify.