Got home on 21st and realised that mum was home so early because she was sick.
Terribly sick.
So sick that she actually woke me up the next day at 9am to get me to bring her to the doctor's.
She's never been this sick before.
So i brought her to the doctor's at pioneer mall.
The wait was damn long but i thought i can still make it for the netball outing at 11am.
But the wait eventually lasted till 10 plus and the doctor had written a letter and instructed mummy to head to the hospital with me immediately.
So,nobody home,what can i do but to forfeit my training for my mother.
:D
Went home,ate breakfast,bathe and waited for LOVE to come.
Cos she's going to the hospital with us.
Cabbed there,and the A&E people made things look so serious.
LOL.
I was actually amused.
And LOVE kept herself happy by talking about the yellow sticker camouflaging with my top.
Hahar.
Then we waited more.
After which mum was sent to the observation bay.
They suspect that she contracted appendicitis,
but can't confirm.
So after that,
she was warded into the EDTU when LOVE and i went off.

Went to get my school shoes and order my textbooks.
Back to her house to eat her mum's delicious cooking,
curry chicken,cod,soup and broccoli.
And cabbed back to NUH.
Reached there and was shocked by third aunt's presence.
Didn't think she'll be there.
Anyhow,LOVE and i stayed to entertain mummy while daddy,aunty,jiejie and ah di went to have dinner.
Then i got hungry again.
LOVE massaged mummy.
Talked and read the papers and magazines.
Then they came back.
LOVE and i went to get food again.
Sandwich and mash potato from 7-11.
And saw jie jie and ah di,
then blah blah blah.
Ahdi drove us home.
LOVE came to my house,
rested awhile,bathe,and headed to her house again.

Reached her house at about 11?
Bought bread to her house to eat with curry.
Eaten ler then went to bed.

Disappointed that that J* didn't come.
Wanted to see her.
Damn.

Stayed at LOVE's house and woke up at 11 plus today.
And then LOVE slept again until 1plus.
She cooked fried rice while i bathe,
ate ((:
Then tried her laptop,can already leh!!
She so happy larh.
LOL.
Then she went to bathe and here i am blogging.

Oh,JIALI came back around midnight last night and sms-ed me.
(:
Welcome back darling!:D
And thank you PEI for trying to comfort me,
though you said that you don't know how to.
And most of all,
thank you to my DEAREST BABY,
who hugged me to sleep yesterday and made me smile.
And making sure that i stop crying(:

HUILIN,
i have nothing to say ler.
If you really want to have nothing to do with me because of this dumb conflict,
and end this 3years relationship.
Because of your regret.
Aren't you being selfish if you think about it this way.
You said you're not thinking for yourself because you aren't greedy,
but you are.
You're typing out your regret,
irregardless of my feelings,
and my point of view.
And what actually happened.
If you said that you minded that i told you about pz and me,
and that you were coward enough not to tell me,
then is it my fault that this is thus your greatest regret?

And then you made it sound like it was ME who stole your boyfriend,
when i didn't.
If this regret stayed with you.
I'm sorry,because i was part of the problem.
But you doing this is very unfair to me.
And i can't believe you're doing this to me,
just because of how you're feeling now.

And you're saying you can't communicate with PEI and i.
Why couldn't you have told us?
If it was that hard to say,then sorry.
I didn't realise.
You didn't play along with us like you used to,
we thought you were just tired.
We never thought you'll think this way.
And PEI and i can crap with each other.
So can you.
Isn't that what we used to do in the past?
Then why can't you do it now?
Because you've MATURED?
Because you're more sensitive now?
What?
Why can't you play along with us,
and when you can't play along with us,
you blame us?

I just want our old friendship back.
Where MOJOs used to be MOJOJOJO and not an individual name.
Can you feel the bond breaking?
Well, i do.
And i don't wish for this to continue anymore.

I'm sure we can put things back together again if we put in some effort.
It doesn't have to be this way.
Because you have somebody to lean on now,
it doesn't have to be the reason that you can finally let go.
It might be painful and hard now,
awkward and strange.
But i'm confident that we can return to how we used to do back then.
Can we?

I'll love you forever,
ACZL.

And i want to be with you forever.