It's still the busy days.
The whole week is occupied,specially now that it's the season as well.
Practically all kinds of sports are holding their zone games already.
A tight period for all sports players,but an important period as well.

Had netball match with PSS today.
Wasn't too happy to hear the news that they had aimed to thrash us.
Got ourselves all prepared and awhile after we reached RV,it started raining.
Damn it.
So we finished our warm-up and started doing our shuttles at the top of the stand.
Danger zone,cos there's a high risk of balls falling over the ledges.
But none fell,and we were doing pretty good.
Then bad news came,we had to play on the wet court.
Argh.
I think none of us were prepared to do that and that resulted in the lousy play.
Even lousier than the last 3 games and it was damn bad.
Coach screamed all over at us.
Hahar.
But it started raining heavily,and the match was postponed!
Yayness(:
(And i saw Khalidah's sister as well,got girlfriend hohhhhhh.)

Anyways,got back to school and saw JIA and Nam.
Don't give up Nam!
There are always alternatives!
And Suan Yee,
although the score you had wasn't too good,
and can't get you in the school or course you want,
like YEELING said,you can always retake English der.
There'll always be alternatives to doing things,
zhi yao jia you jiu neng zuo dao!
: D
So people,don't cry!!!

As i said,
the whole week since the beginning of school has been packed with programs.
There's a match on monday,and after West zone finishes,there'll be english supplementaries.
Tuesday,c girls having match,and after West zone finishes,there'll be sciences supplementaries.
Wednesday,I'll be having training and before that,there's still Chinese and POA supplementaries.
Thursday,my match,and i think there should be nothing on after that if not training.
And on Fridays, c girls' match again and after West zone finishes,training will continue.

Previously weekends were fully booked for kayaking,so,I'm still considering on going back there just to practice my skills.
Maybe i could book a time with PEI and boyfriend to go kayaking together since minimum kayaks that can be out is 3.
Also can ask HUI or Nam.
And BABY would just be there to watch us for an hour or more.x D

Is worried about my studies.
Had been enrolled into supplementaries by teachers because apparently had not been performing in certain areas.
Asked to attend Chinese supplementaries,
had expected it because i lost all motivation to study when i have to sit at the back of the class alone with nobody to talk to and keep me awake with after PEI and HUI dropped to 4B.
Damn,if they think removing them both from my study area is going to help,
sorry,but it'll just backfire.
It's not my attitude problem larh,it's just,i can't keep myself awake!
And i have to constantly remind myself what are the homeworks i have to do for Chinese.

POA supplementaries are rather okay,
had attended 2 till now,
but had been rushing while at the same time being happy because training starts at 330 and so does a meeting Mdm Gee has with Mr Goh.
So she can't hold us back(:
And that means i can get to training on time(:
Hurray!

Physics is getting confusing and I'm losing Mr Kan and I'm worried.
Gosh.
And I've completely lost Mrs Teo.
I think i need a tutor.
For Bio as well,Mr Anan's method of teaching may be helping.
But no,Bio's my sleeping pill,ever since Miss Ooi flew off.
And if she's coming back soon,i think I'm gonna have a problem.
Gosh.
I need a tutor for Science!

Maths,till now, had been okay(surprisingly),but i think i still have to catch up with homework if I'm to continue the understanding for Math now.
And that also means doing homework everyday,even if I'm tired from matches.
Oh,and Mrs Teo spoke to me a little today,
about balancing CCA and studies.
Because she realized that i had been slightly listless during lesson time(hers),
and she's quite worried.
And i replied with,"I've been doing my work everyday arh."
Which is actually true,but what she doesn't know is,how much of it i actually do.x D
Come on,everybody knows how hard is it to stay focussed in your homework when the teevee's on and your hot boyfriend is there to lure you to her.
And i think Mr Anan saw BABY and me together.
He said he's worried whether i'm balancing my work properly because i know what he saw that day when he drove past.
Hello! I don't look in every car which drives past and see who's at the driver seat alright,so how would you expect me to know?
I'm not a psycho.

Anyways,back to school work,
i haven't started on the literature JUNE HOLIDAY homework yet.
And i think i have to start soon in case i'm not able to finish it on time and have to get scolding from her again.

Note:This is a very long and boring post about what has been happening during these past few weeks and days,so,if you find it boring,STOP READING.


Everyday has been the same:
Eat,study,eat,study,netball(trainings/matches),home,eat,homework,sleep.
And it's the same all over again.
It's like this for now,
until Term two,i'll step down from netball(reluctantly) and supplementary classes would soon be a part of my life,sadly.
I can't believe i'm actually looking forward to seeing how the new coach train us.
But i know i'll miss Adeline alooooootttttttt.


I'm sorry that life with me is so boring.
It has changed from an everyday,"hack care homework,let's go out instead." basis to ,"i have to go home,it's getting late and i have to finish my homework."
I know it's hard for you to accept the change because,
first of all,when you're with YQ,you're taking your exams at the same time,
so you can study together,that's why you don't feel the difference.
Secondly,when you're with SY,she don't really study,until the last minute,
no offense though.
And i haven't been like that last year,and my efforts for exams had also always been last minute,
so it is possible that you're thinking like that now because you can't accept the change.
But i hope sincerely that you would start thinking for me and my exams and o level results.
Although my free time are also spent on netball instead of you,
i hope you would understand.
It is my interest and i wish to be good,and I'm sure you know how netball stand in my heart.
I will try to be more considerate and spend more time with you but it would be hard with the tight schedule i have now.
Maybe after west zone i'll be more free?
And you're not just there for me to lean on,you're my boyfriend,
and i hope you would keep that in mind and that I'm definitely not just using you.
Tire is catching up and i won't have much energy to go out on a daily basis.
But i would love to try my best to keep myself awake and happy if you would try asking me out.
And don't ever assume anything by yourself.
Even if you think that it's going to be this way that I'm going to react,
try asking as well,it wouldn't hurt.
And you never know,sometimes miracles do happen(:

Same goes to my dear friends.
Don't assume that all my time would be devoted to my boo,
if you'd bother to ask,
I'm sure there's still chance that we can go out and catch up with each other.
Either to shop,or more possibly,study or train together.
(:
I'm confident that i can work out something to balance my life.
No matter how fast it's going right now.

Thank you teachers who had been discussing about me,
the potential that you've seen in me would be unleashed if the program really helps and i would help myself as well,
i wouldn't disappoint anybody with my results i hope.
(:

I've been thinking about Poly as well.
But not in the way like all others would.
Strangely I've been thinking more about the CCAs that I'll take instead of the school and course I'll be offered.
Netball would definitely be my first choice for CCA and if there are still free days,
i would join another CCA which doesn't clash with my first CCA,
most preferably a water sport?
And I'm thinking of pursuing careers related to outdoor adventures.
Seriously(:
So had been very interested when BABY showed me this brochure she got from school(:

To conclude,
i really want to do well in my studies,
perform better in Netball,
balance my life better and live healthily(:

People who had been my friends and saw this post,
don't be shocked with the new Ange.
Though it might not last long,
but this would be what I'd be pursuing for now.

(BTW,for netballers who actually read my blog,
there'll be training tomorrow from 1-2.
And match with PSS is postponed to this Saturday,
reporting time to school is 645am and the bus will leave at 7am.
So don't be late, because according to Adeline,fine of $5 would apply if you're late!
Not compulsory for all to go though,except for players.)


Red thongs and Z cup bras,
ACZL.


Hairy armpits like uncut grass.