I criedteared during debrief after pe.
I was that upset.
And i'm sorry if the planning of activities weren't good.
But i can't make the lesson into a training session because Mr tan has to grade you guys and for that to happen,
You must engage in a game.
I have already made alot of mistakes in umpiring,
i know, i said umpires aren't machines,
they are humans too,
so are you guys,
i don't expect alot.

I just WISH that people would actually try.
Because when you say you want fun,
fun wouldn't come to you.
You go find the fun,no?

It's especially upsetting because i love this sport.
And i want people to have the same passion.
Don't say "i'm a guy,netball is a girls sport."
Because it's not true.
Do you know that netball derived from basketball and that in the past men and women played together?

I was happy when i saw some people improve,
like JIA.
I was happy when i saw people trying hard to stick their landing foot on the ground,
like Marilou.
I was so happy when people listen to the umpire,
really,because usually people would be so engrossed they wouldn't listen.
I was so happy when i know people are trying hard to stop fouling,
like Hongwei.
I was so happy when people actually tell me they enjoy the sport.
Thank you GY, that meant so much.
I quote,"Netball is so fun! I've never sweated until the whole shirt like that before!"(lifted up shirt)
Seriously.
And thank you Afiq, it's great when you know somebody actually appreciated your efforts.
I don't expect 100% perfect, no fouls, but i'm happy enough seeing the efforts made(:

Plus, Atikah,Nam and Liyana had been marvellous people to me!
If you girls weren't here,
and i have to do everything myself.
I could have DIED.

So, really, what have you got to lose when you put in a little more effort?
Do it for yourself,your pe grades if you cared about it, and me.

Every pe lesson was stressful for me,hur,trust me.
Planning isn't what i do often.