No time for emoness.
Do not want emoness.

I just spent a day with Oreo Little Yee Lu, our 27th month together :D
Interview @ Night Safari, G-force and dinner.
The average day, yet made different :)
Loves.

11 days that I was gone,
from Singapore, from all my friends, I learnt that everything keeps moving though i was not there.
Because the world does not revolve around me.
Though I am not there, people continue to interact and plan outings,
despite the fact that I am not there.
Not that I don't like it that they are like that,
it's hard not to feel left out, after you come back to Singapore and realise, everything had changed :)

The 11 days that I wasn't in Singapore,
conflicts broke up among the netball clique that had been closer than anything else before Yeeling and I left.
New best friends were made, and some became ex-best friends, some got ostracised and outcasted.
And I am really thankful to have Twin, because while everybody was online, they only msned YL,
and Twin was the only one who at least made me feel loved.
Thanks Twin.:D

The 11 days that I wasn't in Singapore,
the outing that I had been trying to plan for my secondary school friends happened.
Like it had been planned for so long but I heard nothing about it.
It's good that at least we are still making an effort,
but one can't help but feel sad that our faces are not in the pictures.

The 11 days that I wasn't in Singapore,
I felt good, because it felt like I had everything in control.
But now that I am back, I learnt that, even though you have some things in control,
there is no multi tasking in this kind of things.
One cannot have control of everything,
and I just have to get used to it.

Because I cannot be there for my best friend,
my best friend found other friends,
I can be jealous, I can be unhappy,
but I cannot be selfish to take it away from them,
I must understand them.

See how much I've matured from the 11 days.
Now that's something :)